I'm about to head off to school tomorrow. The start of my new life...again. I think that I am always looking for something new. I don't know if that's good or not. Perhaps it's good in a sense that I always challenge myself but before it served more to be bad than a good. I'm not so good with finishing things so there were a couple of times that I left things undone. I just got too excited in the beginning and overdid it with my expectations. Now I want to concentrate on things that I haven't finished yet. First will be Japanese. This time I will study until I get to a proficient level so that I can get a comfortable job. Then I can move onto finishing other things. I think after Japanese I will concentrate on my Spanish. I just need some more vocab and speaking practice and then I should be set with Spanish. I'll finally be truly multilingual.

After that I wanna try opening my own art exhibition with some kind of project. I really wanna try to create some characters. So I was thinking maybe I could draw them or even make stuffed animals of them....hmmm..it's something that's still brewing in my head. I have a lot of mediums to work from.

I'm proud and nervous. I'm proud that I was able to make this chance for myself and I'm nervous about being able to actually finish it this time. I have this feeling like this time it will be better. I won't set a ridiculous amount of goals for myself and I will have fun with it. I'll make sure to have fun this time!